like seriously people, i started missing Taka already.

i missed my friends there. hmm....

i wanna start back to work, but i know i will spent less time with boyfriend.

never mind, i am in need of cash.

hmm.

been upset about my sisterhood with my best friend.

i dont know.

i just hope that someday her boyfriend will value or treasure friendships.

i dont even think that her boyfriend have one too.

& since she is already committed to her boyfriend, well that is fine.

but to tell everyone that i am her best friend, oh well we are.

but we are just a title.

we were good friends back then, we are not now. i dont know.

until her boyfriend valued our friendships, we are not good friends.

maybe i forgive and forget too easily, maybe i treasured this friendship alone.

it takes two hand to clap.

like Ryn said, if you are the only one trying to ask her out, find her, this thing will not work at all.

hm.

i did try to send her a text again, but it upsets me again.

really upset.