SUPER TIRED!

back home, finally!

training just now was fucking tired sia.

kanina beh cak teng teng, mak kau punye laki! bodoh nak mampos! sial! kepale anjing! ahhhhhhhhhhh.

they are like cheated our feelings. when we reached to the hall, we saw Banquet Operations and we were like fuck! some of the LTO mates backed out last minute.

that was fine.

all the plates, tray whatever are damn super fucking heavy. and you have to carry all that fucking stuffs with just one hand, carry the plates with your fingers and palm. ahhhh. now i am suffering shoulder and back pain due to carry all that stuffs. it was fucking irritating lah. I just thought that I wanna give up half way through, I dont wanna come tomorrow. i just feel like crying. but, i have gone through the training it is wasted lah if i did not go. but.. it is super tiring and stressful. i just afraid that i might drop the plates.

and worst during lunchtime we have to walk a path which is never ending, worst then clementi. it is about 200 metres? we have to run for our food and we have like 15 mins of lunch, the food was damn terrible, it was tasteless. finished our lunch, same again. run here and there.

there is more, for tomorrow event we have to use Red lipstick, hair net. my god, Red.

irritating bodoh ni bende. sial. pakkal je nak duet. kalau tk gi mampos lah ngn kau cibai.

fuck sia.

Ryn, Dina.. Aku nak nanges..

tomorrow? i dont know. keep my fingers crossed.