i met a friend last night.

and we both are in different world, different as in he is 'naughtier', wild that kind of thing (i dont know if you guys trying to get what i said) & i am just leading a normal, simple life. there was a time when he said, "I knew who i am, i am useless & you are just treating me like a rubbish. you just come when you need, & when you don't you threw."

it hurts me, and i was starting to get pissed, emotional. & he still could say it a few times. & my very first tears started to drop & it continues.

it was disappointing 'cause if i really treated him like a rubbish, i would not bother to meet him at 3 in the f- ing morn, when actually i could just turn in. & it really pissed me off.

afterwards he apologised.

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why everytime i expect to see him, but he does not appear, but when i least expect he appear. it is just like that, doesn't it?

received a text from Random, a friend read.

between this moment he did say he liked me & wanted to get into serious whatever, whatever shit. i was like, it is just a day-well not even a one and how come?

no worries, i am not the type who falls easily. and i think i will know what the fellas will say. i think they will say, good lah but also you have to be more careful. don't put too high hopes uh. make more friends. & Janji Rock

(k, im not trying to be Whatever posting such things, but i am just curious & sharing is caring. ^^ anyway this is my bloggy. HAHA)