EENY MEENY MINEY MOE LOVER

hahaha. i love this, &

i love HER.

hang out with her last night, we talked, watched her practicing "O" with cigarrete.

-_- haha. talked about NF, AM, etc etc..

then a few minutes later, Epin came down. watched them fighting, oh! they are so cute. & i missed being disturbed by him. missed gossiping abut my mother with him. haha.

i received a call from Mr Alan, he said if i still interested in Opening of MBS this 23rd June. Oh yes, of i course i still am. who doesn't? i read Ms Fun's wall saying that only someone who is above 18 is elgible. hopefully, i would receive a text or a call saying that i am selected. i really needed that money to make replacement of my i/c. ahh, i am illegal immigrant for temp now. haha. ssh!

i am really enjoying every single minute, day of my holiday now.. wooo. hanging out with Nana, sleep the whole day, niceeeeeeeeeey. i will be meeting gf Anis Zanyar soon, makan satay. it has been a long time since we met. i missed her.

i have come to a state where i have made my final decision.

Nana said last night, "I would not forsake the I love for someone I just knew, and I am not sure if we'd continue be happy. You things will always be sweet in the beginning. You'll never know what's happening in the later part. So, if I have the chance to make up & get back with Epin, believe me I would."

so yah, i have made my decision. & im gonna ignore what people gonna say. and it's good for me. i just want people to know that i really aprreciate him, the efforts.

and i've had enough of people keep misunderstood of me & other people. and it is really suffering, suffocating.. i do laughed, doing things that made me gone crazy, goo-goo-gaa-gaa with people around me, but at the same time i also did think what have i gone wrong, what have i done & what is my mistake? and these things are really making me crazzzzzzzzzyy. and if its were to happen again, the problem is not me, it's other party, other people.

“Anyone can become angry—that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way—this is not easy.”

-Aristotle